fuck if i could get any opiates right now I'd go for it....I just want to be able to focus for a bit rather than aimlessly trying to program for months on end.

I hate having adhd, I'm upset.

I just want to be able to focus :(

@LottieVixen Huh. Do opiates help with that? I've never thought of opiates as something I'd take to focus. :/

@Angle @LottieVixen it's generally stimulants that are prescribed, opiates are addictive and not really the tool for the job.

@mallaidh @Angle they adderall is an opiate. its more highly controlled than poisons in australia due to its addictiveness.

i've used H once in the past, that helped and codine (oxy) helped too.

I do not suggest using them as alternatives over long periods of time....they are very expensive and generally quite illegal without a script :p

@LottieVixen @mallaidh @Angle
I take Adderall daily myself (prescribed) and it honestly keeps me somewhat sane

@SilviaFox @mallaidh @Angle not having it makes me eugh so upset, a lot.

@LottieVixen @mallaidh @Angle
Oh man :c I'm sorry 💝

@SilviaFox @mallaidh @Angle I spend some time in bed, some days, just crying because I can't focus on things, anything I want to do, or keep playing or anything...it's really annoying.

@LottieVixen @SilviaFox @mallaidh Yeah I do the same thing. There are various things I've found which can help - music, exercise, making food sometimes, seeing people, etc. I still go through relatively frequent crashes though. :/