fuck if i could get any opiates right now I'd go for it....I just want to be able to focus for a bit rather than aimlessly trying to program for months on end.

I hate having adhd, I'm upset.

I just want to be able to focus :(

@LottieVixen Huh. Do opiates help with that? I've never thought of opiates as something I'd take to focus. :/

@Angle @LottieVixen it's generally stimulants that are prescribed, opiates are addictive and not really the tool for the job.

@mallaidh @Angle they adderall is an opiate. its more highly controlled than poisons in australia due to its addictiveness.

i've used H once in the past, that helped and codine (oxy) helped too.

I do not suggest using them as alternatives over long periods of time....they are very expensive and generally quite illegal without a script :p

@LottieVixen @mallaidh ...No? Adderall is amphetamine. Totally different. It has it's own risks, but it's not an opiate. :/

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amphetamine

@Angle @mallaidh ohhhh welp....nvm..oops

@LottieVixen @mallaidh Haha yeah, gotta know your drugs. XD

Have you tried meditation? I have and while it's not as effective as adderall I think it helps a little bit. :/

@Angle @mallaidh then....why do opiates help with focus?

I have but it was super hard (see impossible) without my then partner, forcing me to do it....eugh i wish i could just i cant make myself do it.

@LottieVixen @mallaidh Do they? I mean, do you have experience with opiates helping you focus? And which ones? Under what circumstances?