am i just trying to run away from procgen because i feel like there's backlash against it? i don't know. i think i know that i want to tell stories and that the stories i want to tell would benefit from handcrafted levels. but maybe i shouldn't want to tell stories? i'm not very good at that. how do i best reconcile my desire to tell interesting stories with games with my complete inability to tell good stories/fascination with the purity of systems?