g, which is short for "goth" @lichclown@witches.town

the concept of death fucks me up on an existential level
its so. Weird and upsetting and i don't understand

gave bronwyn some kitten milk replacement and she doesn't Like being syringe-fed but im worried she won't eat otherwise

the wizard website has an archive of fanmail and theres a lot of letters saying things to the effect of "you're such a warm and positive person and i hope your personal life is as good as your show" and im a Bit Weepy now
depression is so fucking bad and its so, so hard to process love and admiration from other people when your brain is telling you over and over that you shouldnt be alive

i wish i could have had the chance to tell him how important he is to me and to other people but also i know it likely wouldnt have made much difference to him

the wizard is a confusing show because i kind of want to date simon mckay, but also i want to be him, but also i wish he was my dad

lately i've started thinking about my mood level in terms of "okay what do i need to do to make myself happy and energized enough to complete tasks" and its kind of weird

like thats a big part of why i started smoking as much as i did, because it helps my motivation by boosting my mood

the fact that i need to put food into my body to keep it functional is Terrible and i will not stand for it!

every time i watch the wizard Please picture me with big cartoon hearts flying around my head

i wish i didnt dread my psych appointments as much as i do.. theyre not even that Stressful i just hate, having to go to them

mostly i really want a vape for dried material (mostly weed but i occasionally smoke other herbs; i really like chamomile and catnip) bc i dont have easy access to concentrates or liquids and also i smoke a lotta weed but i also have pets and if i had a vape i wouldnt have to worry about them being affected by me using nearby

things i want to put money towards once i start working at petco (which is hopefully happening this week):
-drugs & drug accessories (i want a vape very badly; also im outta weed atm)
-donations
-art commissions.... i want to commission so much time bandits art lmao

plus like. Food obviously, also whimzees for the mice

i really want to be able to donate to people once i start work but im Literally Broke rn and it sucks; ive got like $2 in my account and im relying on my mom for grocery money

one thing i really miss about my ex is that she had excellent taste in music and made a lot of fanmixes and we rec'd each other a lot of music

@ThatVeryQuinn sometime we should watch time bandits together so you can actually get the jokes i make

stereotype: everybody around you is dying for a meaningless cause
reality: everybody around you is dying for a meaningless cause but you get to drive a cool tank

https://witches.town/media/VRM6a1kP3Zr2S4SaHkQ

i need to draw randall as this meme