g, which is short for "goth" @lichclown@witches.town

god i had stress dreams about finding dehydrated baby mice in my mouse cage and trying to nurse them back to health but then my adult mice eating them :|

sometimes i think abt the fact that the only pop culture randall i know of is randall boggs who was Also a favorite character of mine when i was like... 6

idk whose idea it was to give randall a monocle but its such a good character prop lol

@queercatsunited hi!!!! idk if you remember me? i'm merc's headmate; we're like that yearbook where merc is daniel and im the cooler daniel

also when we were a teen there was a more widespread culture of "its normal for young adults to talk in depth about sex and roleplay sex and in some cases have irl sex, with minors"
we internalized a lot of nasty stuff when we were 14-17 and friends w/ 19+ people who were super into shota/loli and looking back it was.... Really Disturbing and creepy and we don't want to be that adult to any kid ever

also i should mention rn that we are 20 (bodywise at least) and unless we know you irl we won't be following anyone under 18 because in all honesty it feels a bit weird to be super buddybuddy with minors

sidenote i love the idea that imaginary friends are a type of plurality because it is SUPER cute imo and i like thinking of myself as sort of an imaginary friend? although it's funny, i used to be the Problem Headmate because i was badbrains at all times but i've gotten a lot better at Functioning since then, i think

we are very into the model of plurality as a spectrum; ie there are different types of it (rather than being restricted to dissociative disorders) and it's part of why we left the tumblr multiple circles because hhhhh saying that would get ya Crucified (we once argued that bpd could result in systemhood and a whole bunch of people came at us about how we were Spreading Misinfo and Harming ppl with bpd)

just realized that on mastodon there's no way for me to be Subtle about being the clown homestuck and i'm already getting ready for the inevitable vagues about Bad Fictotypes but honestly it's been about five years of me existing and dealing with [gestures at the homestuck canon + fandom] so i think i'll live

merc and i are like.... Literally best friends (i had the horrible, brief thought that 'merc and i are moirails') and honestly imo it is Very Cool bc merc gets to be bffs with their fave character from when they were 15 and i get to be bffs with merc :o)

Amazing how we switch or confront w/o event noticing when we're high, lol

like we smoke for Depression but also it helps merc loosen their iron grip on our brain

we get intrusive/unbidden thoughts a lot and usually its "im awful" and "i deserve to die" etc but lately every time we think abt david rappaport its "hey... i love you" which is a lot nicer

is there an la law fandom because i desperately need victor sifuentes/hamilton schuyler fanfic

that feel when you want to read fanfic for media that predates the internet and that doesnt have an active persistent fandom so you Suffer

"let's have dinner tonight, unless you have no other plans?" PLEASe tell me this is gay. i crave the gay lawyers

i watched so many police procedurals as a kid w/o realizing they were propaganda