g, which is short for "goth" @lichclown@witches.town

remembering that boston legal featured a recurring sympathetic adult character w/ autism: nice
remembering that afaik his actor was neurotypical: Less Nice

law shows are terrible but i grew up on boston legal and i probably couldnt watch it now but i liked it as a kid

la law is trying to depict the character rappaport plays as Manipulative bc he plays on jury sympathy to win cases but i fucking love him

i remember the people running the wizard fansite mentioning that the show got a lot of fan letters from women w/ crushes on simon mckay and i'm really really glad

that feel when i am a lesbian EXCEPT my crushes on unattainable men (fictional characters or dead celebs) and idk what to make of it ever

"manipulative, unethical, histrionic" god, same

im screaming im watching la law and theyre talking about bondage?????

also like... my relationship with weed is 100% a result of my depression/bpd/ptsd and i know it's not Great for me to be smoking every day/every other day but oftentimes sobriety is just Miserable for us and i'd rather be dependent on weed than on alcohol

like i had said repeatedly, since the beginning of our relationship, that i have a poor memory and issues with maintaining relationships /because/ of my brain stuff and one of the last times we talked she asked how often i smoked and when i told her she said "oh that explains why you have such a bad memory" and it felt like she didn't believe that my neurodivergence is disabling i guess

april told me that she thought that my forgetfulness and difficulty with social interaction and concentration was because of my weed use and not because im autistic/adhd and it still feels kind of gross to think about i guess

crossover au where randall is taako and kevin is angus

time bandits au where theyre all playing a tabletop rpg together

i kind of want to get back into pathfinder but ENERGY.... i want to make a mesmerist character

@ThatVeryQuinn have you seen time bandits btw? it's very odd but i think you'd enjoy the humor

sometimes i feel embarrassed about my elaborate time bandits headcanon in which randall and wally used to date and the bandits' exploits during the film are partly randall's attempt to win wally back

but then i remember that there is fanfic shipping kevin and agamemnon and im like fuck it

i want to draw fanart of the wizard to be quite frank but i mostly want alex/simon/darcy polycule content

i feel like the activism of artists who arent considered Professional Activists is constantly downplayed and i've been noticing it while reading about rappaport; idk if i'd call him An Activist but he hung around activists and a lot of his work that i'm familiar with has anti-ableism themes

i'd been put off by historical research for a long time bc my dad is a historian and primarily cares and talks about white cishet dudes and occasionally white cishet women and if disability comes up at all it's rarely in the context of activism (and its not something i can talk to him about because my dad... has a lot of internalized ableism honestly)

there's something very Validating about learning about the history of disability activism... idk if i have the time/energy to do so this visit but afaik my family still has writing by my great aunt, who had schizophrenia and was iirc involved in feminist circles also... i'm really really interested to know more about her life