g, which is short for "goth" @lichclown@witches.town

thinking a lot about hrt lately because of thinking about Bodies in general? it's really awkward and tricky trying to separate out my dysphoria from my dysmorphia and it's less of a desire to be read as male (especially since i'm not a man) so much as it is me seeing people with facial hair and being like "oh i want that"

every time i find out someone hasn't seen time bandits im that one robbie rotten reaction

i like having the ability to censor my nsfw tweets but i feel weird talking about my kinks n such publicly because i was encouraged by my groomers to be super public about them when i was a teen 😬

this is a personal thing mainly but good god i wish thin leftists would stop using "fat" as shorthand for "corrupt/oppressive/greedy"

the only commentary from rappaport i have been able to find about filming time bandits is that he loved getting to drive the tank at the end

i kind of want to reach out to the people who curate the official david rappaport website bc its... not super well designed

tfw in the car and my parents are yelling at each other (over the phone; my dad is not physically present which is a Blessing)

time to be emo about how badly disabled people are treated in film

apparently rappaport's character in the bride fuckin dies anyways so idk if i'll actually watch it; it'll probably make me sad and angry

"Perhaps it's because Rappaport is such a natural, warm actor that director Franc Roddam shifted more focus on him once he realized how dull Sting and Beals were. However, that only works to weaken the premise, since the movie is still called The Bride, not Viktor and Rinaldo's Feel-Good Self-Esteem Power Hour."

THIS IS EXTREMELY FUNNY but i wish the bride was a good movie so that i could enjoy it

i might be getting a job in restoration & archiving (it's a company that archives people's photographs, home movies, etc) and it's making me think about how i'd actually really like to be a professional biographer

this is still a good schizotypy/general schizospectrum meme https://witches.town/media/PdYlRoOpS65MBScfyvo

i want to get more into discordianism... not to be schizotypal (the joke is that i am schizotypal) but it's been feeling like the universe is pointing me towards it

rappaport was also in the illuminatus! trilogy for stage and idk much about it at all but apparently it's very Weird and it looks interesting and i don't think there are any recordings of his performance which i'm sad about

david rappaport (who plays randall, the leader of the group in time bandits & my fave character) is one of my fave actors but he didnt get a lot of other notable roles and afaik a big factor was that he refused roles that he found demeaning (ie caricatures of ppl with dwarfism) and also roles that would require him to pilot animatronics or wear animal/alien suits (he was never in star wars, for example). he's not very well-known now and he died very young (suicide) and i'm sad about him a lot