g, which is short for "goth" @lichclown@witches.town

god i REALLY want to read bodies out of bounds, i read a bit of it ages ago but i wanna read more

@kara_dreamer it's interesting actually bc flowey is a character that merc became kin with Directly because uh, to make a long story short they played ut shortly after the suicide of a close friend, and he's not someone merc has a lot of memories of so much as someone they id with due to grief

that feel when merc, in headspace, lets out this weird bloodcurdling laugh and im confused and then i remember they are kin w/ flowey and i SCREAM

going through the basement freezer of your parents house in search of ice cream that you Think might have been left there, while high, is so fucking intense and i feel like all my peers are telling me to give up hope, bc it can't possibly be real; it is merely a legend
i feel like indiana jones but better and not bad

apparently there's a dutch instance? i hope april joins it and makes some cool friends

our parents got their cats a feeder toy and michelle (who is shy, slow-moving, and who rarely engages in play) was batting it around for a while aaaaa

@clar *MIKE

@clar like but i forget his instance

want to keep drawing but im extremely sleepy

https://witches.town/media/WRVMLpuask0tcj1yqFU wip

@clar relatable :(

anyone have experience with going on testosterone while having premenstrual dysphoric disorder?

turns out that considering or attempting suicide pretty reliably before starting your period is... not normal and i may have pmdd? because 90% of my self-destructive behavior happens right before my period
so im thinking more about hrt now,

my father's day wish is that my dad doesn't yell at my mom, lol

i will celebrate fathers day by drawing dad randall content and also seeing if i can maybe have positive interactions with my actual irl dad

@glint basically that bpd causes structural dissociation and that while its not the same extent of dissociation caused by did or osdd, we reject the notion that systems with bpd are simply confused about their identities
but overall weve moved away from the medical models of dissociation for a more philosophical viewpoint bc tumblr discourse about medical dissociation so frequently devolved into arguing about whose trauma is more valid and it got v triggering