i feel bad for not being able to afford euthanasia for bronwyn (or for my other mice) because people in pet communities get very Judgey about people who cant afford vet services
but like. by the time mice show signs of illness theyre usually at deaths door anyways... like if there was a chance of saving her i (+ my mom, on whom i am financially dependent atm) id spring for it but as it is there's very little time left
and as bad as i feel for not being able to do this one thing i also feel like overall ive been able to take good care of my mice and give them better lives than they likely would have had otherwise