@lambdagrrl
I'd also miss you and it would be a deep ache, because I really honestly do think you're interesting.
(Purely on a trivia-level, it would be extra horrible to know not one but *two* Jenny Hs who had killed themselves.)
If you ever ever need someone to talk to, I'm here, for whatever that might be worth.
I sometimes feel like I'm in a thick cylinder made of one-way glass -- I can see out, nobody can see in. Is that how you feel, at all?
Suicide Afficher plus
@lambdagrrl
A very few times in my life, there have been people... where... when we were talking, it was almost like we were both standing in front of the same mental screen. I could point at something in my head, and they'd see it too.
I wish I knew what makes that happen, because it's deeply satisfying and connecting and warm and makes life seem worthwhile at least for a bit.
(This seemed important somehow... maybe it's my version of "it gets better" -- "it can be better"?)