kitsch [active at chitter.xyz] @kitsch@witches.town

have you ever just wanted to reach out your tentacles and pull someone into your lair? you know what i mean?

bork. bork. bork bork bork

hmm. hair is not food. arm and hand muscles, please don't try to put ponytail in mouth.

tired bite.

halfway descent

from a plural framing, i've heard feelings and thoughts that get repressed or distanced from can gain life of their own. i suppose this could be similar, but, hmmh.
from a more alterhuman framing, i can see how there'd be a push-pull of "this is what kitsch is, but this obviously isn't kitsch."

i mean, i'm sure there's multiple angles and core factors.
like rhea being tied into my internet image, and lion developing this feeling of separate coexistence. both of those would probably cause Weird Feelings in any case.

maybe i want to separate those from self-expression? would that actually make it any clearer or possible to process?

continuing on the train of thought of "these connections to characters are because they can express things that i want to but can't."

Real Life Kitsch is a cognitively impaired, tired, talentless, asocial deadweight in a capitalist country.
so she doesn't get opportunities to be snarky, or bubbly, or clever, & so on, though she _is_ those things. (?)

i guess it could be framed that these connections function as a sort of extension, then? with variable "closeness," explaining why they sometimes function as a "self," sometimes a "representation," & sometimes a soulbond-thingy.

i might be looking at the cause-effect backwards, though.

dreamed that a monster found me in my hiding spot, struck me on the head, and instantly woke me up with its hissing still filling my ears. pretty neat

bap

the only thing i immediately recall from dream is telling my companion that "i hate disney characters." (which i guess i do.)

wow! i'm in bed now

!!!

maybe the real treasure was the friends I paid to hang out with me using the treasure I found along the way

astral dejection

kitsch: all show, no substance
(and sometimes not even much show, either)

crescendo boob

flavourful boob