kitsch [active at chitter.xyz] @kitsch@witches.town

i gotta say, this cold/flu/whatever is going through its stages pretty quickly compared to what i'm used to.
i'm quite impressed by the updates since my last experience; it runs a lot faster now.

i take for granted (bar anxiety) that pals will give me positive attention, but i'm often really... stand-offish about receiving it. and i am sure that that is going to become a problem if it isn't already.

i am figuratively itching for an opportunity to use the images of a sickly rhea i've plucked out of the comic

i wonder how my pitch of voice would change depending on who i talk to and in what mindset or mood i'm in

ornery on main

i heard a birdcall that i don't remember having heard in a long time

kitsch by association

smell you later

woozey tired gross kitsch

i want to give a more upbeat/reassuring message but i can't think of any so there's this image instead
[http://hyenafu.tumblr.com/tagged/askslightlydamned]

the thing is,
i /know/ people care about Kitsch

you all reinforce that very well and i'm thankful for it

but
that doesn't necessarily carry over to... whatever my offline counterpart is

i know the flatmate just forgot what she said because she was drunk

but i can't help but mull on it with this meaning, with this pattern, even if i know it's distorted thinking

it's... easier, this way?

last month, one of the flatmates said she would find some cute pictures of girls' haircuts for me since i'd mentioned i was trying to decide on a hair style

and she never did

and i don't think it'd really help much anyway

but now and then i think about it and quietly nod to myself,
unimportant and easily forgotten. that's me.

in her defense, she was drunk at the time
in which case
it's no surprise that someone would only care about me while inebriated

(tough guy voice) if you want to get to me, you'll have to go through /me/ first.
and good luck with that, buddy. /I/ can't even get through to me.

strange goings-on

it is not even necessarily a threat of a cat transformation though that is definitely implied but also that yes a regular person can indeed get petted like an catte

perhaps the next cat to receive gentle pettings will be... you??