kitsch [active at chitter.xyz] @kitsch@witches.town

@Lioness receive toot

trying to drawer something simple and going 'hrrrrrgnnghhh' because of the usual reasons

but(t)

re: alterhuman feelings about Lion and Rhea (not just the names but soulbondish stuff),

i -want- to be Rhea, and i feel sort of uncomfortable about that want. i guess because i know i'm not her, or because she's got external origins. Rhea sometimes feels like she is one approximation of 'me.'

i don't particularly want to be Lion, and i don't think i am, but he originated from me and so i guess i feel safer acting possessive of him. i generally assume he is separate but coexisting.

they're in the same category of "i don't know what this is, despite inconsistency it keeps coming up, i hate not knowing how much is just me leaning into it."

i suppose another layer to "what kind of boss fight are you" could be is,
would you be an average-sized but powerful enemy, a huge imposing enemy, an otherworldly enemy,
...there's probably others that i can't think of atm. (i'm not sure i ought to spend too much time thinking about this <<)

@chalcedony i quite enjoy this imagery ^^

maybe it's just me that i feel like choosing only one of those isn't really going to feel right <<

if you were a boss fight, would you be a serious antagonist, a tragic foe, or a silly joke

@senemura (oh! also, i haven't experienced badness from you yet if that helps. but i definitely don't have a great grasp on your life and haven't known you terribly long, so it'd be disingenuous for me comment on your current state/social abilities <<)

@senemura if it helps at all to hear, it is possible to improve with time, and it's possible to learn specific things that help too. some parts of what you've said sounds familiar to me.
(this is uh, my attempt to reassure you a little, might be too sleepy to elaborate too much ^^;)

squirrelly boob

@senemura tree with a cat in it climbing on the branches

*dream events, not dream debts. what an unpleasant thought!

i also dreamed of a cat detective. a regular cat, who was a detective, and who just happened to stumble upon a crime to solve in the dream debts. in a world where everyone was a regular animal who shared a language and a modern society.

among other things, i dreamed i was taking the SATs, and couldn't process even the first question. though part of the SATs was a precision platforming game and i did pretty good there.

ice physiques

happy not birthday. today isn't my birthday and there's a good chance it's not yours either. happy not birthday

🎵 Celeste chapter 5 remix https://radicaldreamland.bandcamp.com/track/mirror-temple-mirror-magic-mix

-biting the end of a pencil, brow furrowed in concentration- hmmm... according to the data we've collected -taps pencil on clipboard- you are a very good person and a very good thing.