i've noticed that when i'm in confident social flow mode then my thoughtvoice and typing leans towards the way Rhea talks, casual and expressive and stopping just shy of "ain't."
and when i'm up my own ass and emotionally and socially scrambled and detached then it sounds more flat and, idk, maybe articulate, and i can't pull itself out of it. i associate this a bit with Naoto.
now, i think the latter is a weak resemblance, probably nothing.
the former, i'm not as sure of... !
thoughtvoice Afficher plus
maybe to a degree it's an subconscious association. loud, casual, energetic, and making myself at home, etc. are things i'd often associate with Rhea.
the thing is, i'm pretty sure that it's still, to some degree, forced. an act.
or... being aware of a choice of phrasing, accepting it, having fun with it?
it feels nice to do.
except for the bit that feels bad when i... realize i'm acting, overdoing it(?) (compared to what would've come naturally had i not become aware of it?).