i feel i have nothing to gain by sleeping and nothing to gain by being awake.
and i s'ppose that's... sort of fine. i was talking about having a period of rest and not worrying about the future or personal projects or anything. i guess i was accepting it before, but today i got all poised to do something, and then was reminded why i don't do anything.
i dunno, i guess i'm just going to be glum no matter what. hmph.
the longer i sit here indecisively the tireder i get