if Lion does exist with life of his own, i wonder if he still looks like the lion doll or like something else, or if he's still nonbinary-masculine, or if his personality is excitable and bubbly or if i'm just projecting.
i worry a lot that the mental images i have of Lion are wrong. i don't know how to tell what he is actually like either way. but i really want to know
bleh, lion thoughts Afficher plus
bleh, lion thoughts Afficher plus
mh thought (~) Afficher plus
lion thought (+~) Afficher plus
mirrory/alterhumany thought Afficher plus
i can feel myself vaguely taking on nonbinary-masculine feelings when thinking about this. does that mean anything? idk.
i don't want to like, appropriate his essence or claim it as mine or anything. that's one big worry.
though that's probably nonsense, even if it -is- him that i'm mirroring or being influenced by, and not just a separate feeling-mood-shift-thing.
idle note-taking i guess