re: alterhuman feelings about Lion and Rhea (not just the names but soulbondish stuff),
i -want- to be Rhea, and i feel sort of uncomfortable about that want. i guess because i know i'm not her, or because she's got external origins. Rhea sometimes feels like she is one approximation of 'me.'
i don't particularly want to be Lion, and i don't think i am, but he originated from me and so i guess i feel safer acting possessive of him. i generally assume he is separate but coexisting.
they're in the same category of "i don't know what this is, despite inconsistency it keeps coming up, i hate not knowing how much is just me leaning into it."