wonder if Left Presence is somehow a product of self-consciousness.
if i'm not pushing it myself, it doesn't generally do anything besides act out the movement-feeling on me from impulsive or intrusive thoughts, and that's getting easier to ignore.
i mean i'm sure that at least partially it is because of tulpamancy attempts training brain to feel presence even though there's noone there, i just don't know if that's the whole story or the best reason.
sometimes i feel like there's more than once presence and that they feel different.
but it's impossible to tell anything about it, and if i try it imprints my own intentions onto it