I fear that even with a stable house & adequate income, I'll still manage to screw up due to not having the stamina to carry enough groceries to stay well fed, or the brains to make efficient workable food purchases.

It sounds spoiled, lazy.

I mean, it's all basically down to 'adapt or die.' I'm HORRIBLE at adapting, I think.

(All of my hopes rest on my abilities improving once I'm away from toxic family & in stable housing. But how much, how fast, what if it's not enough?)