I guess I'm at least getting better at breaking stalemates in brain-conflicts.
Maybe I'm not ever going to be the kind of person who can bounce back from anything or push through painful and exhausting shit and keep going
I'd like to think that's ok not to be, but I'm worried that that fortitude is required from me, and failing to fulfil it will have consequences.
Buuuut I know that some things that I am will be putting me at a disadvantage in life, and even just the knowledge of that has me on edge.