I have repressed pain for so long that I do it automatically a lot of the time now
but when I get too stressed or whatever it starts coming back up and I self destruct
which is what's happening now, albeit slowly
I am really struggling and I just....im gonna apologise in advance for anything shitty I do or say in the new few days
@katje thank you
I'm going to try not to but, hey we will see I guess