mood's in real danger of crashing at work. I especially hate days when the factory isn't running normally and everything is waiting on repairs or whatnot. intermittent work tends to put me in a bad mode. the adrenaline or whatever that sustains me when it's busy is nowhere to be found, and I start to look for ways to avoid getting assigned busywork.

also still feeling insecure from last night, wondering what people *really* think of me