I don't know where I'm going with this exactly...like, I've had some wild thoughts about how to act on this. it's a wild association to make...pretty ambitious for me

basically I'm proposing that I use my emotional investment in Undertale to help me stick at a job that I'm honestly not sure I can do...I don't know if I'm strong enough

I am frightened

if I could borrow just the thousandth part of Undyne's determination to do _her_ job, then maybe I can do mine