I suppose I put too much of myself into my relationship with Kawa. When shi ripped hirself away, it took too much of me with hir because I'd shared myself too eagerly...

Daria is my mate and I adore her but she's not a kindred spirit...I thought Kawa was, though. I believed in magick again because of hir...

Kaylin's into magick but she's too much like me. guarded, analytical, always thinking, always doubting.

bleh