It was at times. The Undertale music stirs up very strong emotional responses in me, and I cried more than once. At another time I was huddled up into a ball and biting my lip and trying not to cry or make any sound (see below for a hint as to why) @Freylet https://witches.town/media/YLumrwHFgLKh-UZxUjM

@kara_dreamer *Offers huggles* Sounds so very intense.

@Filene I'm not sure how best to keep it all from slipping away

@kara_dreamer I don't trust myself to remember anything unless I've related it to myself for later. Audio, paper, my phone, printed notes, Google docs, I've used them all to keep track of things.

Entropy exists, so these things are gonna slip through the cracks to feed the universe's garbage memory collection. And no note will be perfect, but the moment will be remembered better, too.

Is that what you mean by slipping away? Mission creep can be like that, aka moving goalposts

@Filene @kara_dreamer part of the problem is that our deepest spiritual experiences tend to be highly nonverbal ones, and I (or one of us, anyway) gets fearful about _disturbing_ the experience. Possibly running an audio recorder would be the best way, assuming sufficient privacy (not always possible)

@kel @kara_dreamer Make sure to have a headset on, then, I've had hard times when I'm mumbling.

I don't know how to negotiate your problem. There's almost nothing that can capture the first time, since you don't know what's coming. Then, things can happen so fast, vague, but intense and precise. How is it possible to write or type it all? How can we not lose details moments after they've happened?

Maybe it's a lesson on grief. Entropy, the matrix universe's garbage collection, only hopes we can preserve enough of what happens. It seems like a large burden to have flashbacks of a vision upon your memory's demand.