@kara_dreamer You sound really depressed. Are you seeing a therapist for this? I know these last two years would be hard if I wasn't seeing my therapist.
@Filene my therapy situation is in kind of a mess right now. I recently switched organizations so I could go some place that had more experience of trans clients but I don't like the guy they initially assigned me too and I also dislike having to commute the much greater distance. I've been skipping appointments and calling in sick and so forth.
@kara_dreamer Ouch. To someone struggling like you, this new roadblock means getting over a huge speed bump. They can't even imagine.
I hope you get rolling some day and get a new therapist again. It doesn't sound like there're any good gender therapists close to you. I was lucky to have one near my old home, but we meet online now that I'm mostly rural. :x
