Was reflecting on the irony that, in a way, I've come to "believe" in the God of the Bible more completely and wholeheartedly than I ever did when trying to be Christian. That is to say, I'm willing to accept that YHWH and Jesus are every bit as real as I regard Loki and Thoth and Mettaton to be. I just think they're pipsqueaks and liars, that's all.