This exchange between me and @chara gives something of the flavor of these moments when it seemed that only Chara Dreemurr's voice was the right one:

https://awoo.space/users/chara/updates/103537

Always it would happen when I'd be logged on as both Kel and Mono, staring irresolutely first at one chat window and then the other, at a loss for words...then impulsively I'd switch to Chara Dreemurr's account and let them give me a kick in the pants, a reminder of the unpleasant...harsh, but welcome intervention.

Slowly I began to realize I was no duality at all, but a trinity: Kel, Mono, and (weirdly) Chara.