>and the virtual engine that converted the power she gave me into concrete form that I chose was the windmill. The stronger I felt her influence, the stronger the winds in my imagination. I _may_ have been influenced by the wind motif in "Kamen Rider W", one of our favorite shows, one that was uppermost in our mind during this time because we were adopting a dual persona. But also I was thinking back to @kel's awakening experience, which ended with the perception of flight. After the trans awakening, though, we associated Manon with water, and associated her influence with the water bubbling up out of a spring in the shape of the Delta Rune.