What does this have to do with #Undertale? Well, _maybe_ nothing...but one of my spiritual experiences some months later, triggered by the "Undertale" main theme, pointed directly back at this experience. It is my belief that some entity decided to use "Undertale" to try to reach me. There was _something_ in the game, or working through the game, that was reaching me as nothing else had. The unprecedented urge to write--wasn't that an indication that I'd had a brush with something powerful? And then Kel's sudden awakening within me not much later?
I gave a name to this "something powerful" eventually.