Ugh, I have quite a bit to do today and I've let days of inanition get to me. Trying to compensate with coffee and bupropion
@ikea_femme I don't think the bupropion's giving me much more than side-effects at this point. I need to get on HRT *sighs* first consultation with a counselor isn't for another week
@kara_dreamer good luck! I've felt much calmer and I guess socially warmer on spiro and estradiol.
@ikea_femme I hope it does help! it's odd...for maybe a day or two after I had my big awakening night, I felt clearer-headed than I'd ever been, and I rather hoped it would last, but the fog's closed in again
@kara_dreamer I got that, too. My thing was shaving my legs, and seeing "my" legs for the first time instead of "the legs I have." I think we develop a coping mechanism of dissociating from the wrong body and life and all that, and we lean on it less as we transition. Good luck!
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