jennifer katherine @jenkshields@witches.town

Smelly boy needed a shower the poor thing #cats https://witches.town/media/Icsdb3fVSxPfCoZ9pOs https://witches.town/media/I1f9S7yzEwNh3SHjflI https://witches.town/media/2WgOIKxy5XGmZvlauN0

I made slow cooked soup with the xmas ham bone and some chicken stock and veg and pasta and wowww

whm 50! got the urge to make this a main so I've been grinding #ffxiv https://witches.town/media/o80R_D-3dktnYDBCrXg

Like I've never experienced a more intense and visceral hatred than I have from them

It's so fucked & surreal that this is even a thing we have to worry about... That some stranger might take it on themselves to try fuck with your life just bc you're trans...

It got pretty close a few years back when some activism got the attention of Cathy Brennan, which was fuckin terrifying, but now like the local terfs are one/two degrees from me & the intl life-threatening crowd are only a degree or two away from them too

Every year I'm like "that's it no more terfs I'm ignoring them" and every year they get closer and closer to my social circle and irl life and tbh it's soooo scary. We're at the butt end of nowhere why are there terfs

Ughhhhh a few ppl on nz twitter are stirring shit and it's fucking with me. One of them was a colleague at uni and tbf she was horrid for ages but it felt like we had connected and she was getting better when I left but now she's full terf, referencing zucker and shit

Like jeez subconscious chill out

My nightmares super commonly have this like, internal imperative of "THIS PERSON IS IMPORTANT" which makes them all the more stressful which thinking about it I guess actually makes sense

It continued after I woke up for a bit & I was just in akl cbd looking around for them and they'd turn up behind me... Strange

Had a v intense dream involving an axe murderer and one of my old Auckland suburbs but I kept getting saved by this cyberpunk babe that was so vivid it must be someone I know

Oh god I just realised I'm gonna age out of my youth health clinic this year. My gp is great in that she doesn't care that I'm not in endo... A new one might make me go get a new psych assessment...

I guess at the same time I've maybe spent $40-60 in the last few weeks on... Four? Five books? Which is pretty dang good

I didn't think I was that quick a reader now days but wow uh I might actually struggle to afford to have an ebook on the go all year

The work emails have started coming in & I'm still off til next week but they're stressing me out... I should turn off notifs

#2018readingchallenge 1/12!

Ajsnfjdhs it's getting so gay hell yes

Ohhhh I'm reading ancillary justice and just got to the bit where the plot timelines meet and ohhhh it's good