jennifer katherine @jenkshields@witches.town

@dani oh yes I was meaning to look into this, thanks!

I guess at the same time I've maybe spent $40-60 in the last few weeks on... Four? Five books? Which is pretty dang good

I didn't think I was that quick a reader now days but wow uh I might actually struggle to afford to have an ebook on the go all year

The work emails have started coming in & I'm still off til next week but they're stressing me out... I should turn off notifs

#2018readingchallenge 1/12!

Ajsnfjdhs it's getting so gay hell yes

Ohhhh I'm reading ancillary justice and just got to the bit where the plot timelines meet and ohhhh it's good

@zeborah yeah I'm usually pretty good with meds so I'm using that for a basis of a night routine! I'm usually in bed way before I go to sleep & meds are right there so it's been tricky to convince myself to actually get up

I started doing resolution stuff mid last week and wow it's actually working I haven't given up on Jan 1st. I mean it's just daily taking meds, brushing teeth, & facial skincare but still

Considering last new years day I was out of it until like 1pm when I woke up hungover as hell and somehow still drunk this pretty good actually. I'm awake and eating and drinking water and it's okay

Oh that was quite an intense end to the night oh dear

Oh good nye turned out as stressful as I worried it would be

Idk im glad I'm not in the rs I was last nye but it's hard not to feel like I haven't moved. & as anti ig monogamy & srs long term formal relationships as I think I am it feels like a real failure. It's hard not to feel like this all there is

Oh yay this is precisely what I didn't want to think about tonight time to medicate the fuck up knock myself the fuck out

Idk intimacy is both so important and so difficult at the same time. I've been out four years this year and the lack of like. Intimate and comfortable relationships in that time is hard to ignore

I guess that's an important addendum to the previous toot. My platonic relationships defs are helping with touch starvation and it's fucking with me

Now feeling. Rly strange and not good abt starting 2018 not having felt intimate touch in like 8 months or sth. I j wanna cuddle

Actually I'm very happy to be here, smash is my first ever local

The major downside of vaping tbh, there's nothing as ceremonial as a cigar

I had my traditional nye cigar and wow it really just made me even more certain of not liking tobacco thank god