Idk intimacy is both so important and so difficult at the same time. I've been out four years this year and the lack of like. Intimate and comfortable relationships in that time is hard to ignore

Oh yay this is precisely what I didn't want to think about tonight time to medicate the fuck up knock myself the fuck out

Idk im glad I'm not in the rs I was last nye but it's hard not to feel like I haven't moved. & as anti ig monogamy & srs long term formal relationships as I think I am it feels like a real failure. It's hard not to feel like this all there is