Marie 🔮💖 @jamuraa@witches.town

So this particular mindworm started when someone started talking about their boobs growing more and more, and it brought up all of my feelings about that again.

According to external validation I have some pretty great boobs, but I have the weird trans thing on me where I think they're just inadequate and look weird a lot of the time. I also inexplicably want them to be larger even though they're like at the thin end of the "able to buy from any random store" size now.

I want them to be formidably undeniably great and kind of in everyone's face because I have this thought that having undeniable boobs force people to acknowledge womanhood.

I painted my nails yesterday but I both didn't do two coats and it's already chipping so I might redo them tomorrow or Tuesday.

Alternately I could feels-dump onto tumblr but I also know that I don't really like a lot of the people who are following me on there, because I haven't been that stringent with the people that I let follow me I'm sure there are chasers and porn blogs on there.

I need a place to spew some feels and usually I write some essays for that stuff but I have unfinished essays and starting more of them feels wrong at this point, so I guess I might feels-dump on here.

But I actually think I should make some progress on those things because they might help. I'm looking for some support or just somewhere to put some of this stuff.

Got some leggings that I ordered just on time to be casual for Saturday. #ootd #nomakeup Went on a mini-roadtrip. Saw a Frank Lloyd Wright designed building serendipitously and had a great time.
https://www.instagram.com/p/BS9fAE-Fr3B/ https://witches.town/media/4DWZOUU4wnryARaLLv0

I'm kind of pretty thrilled about how I can go super casual and not hate myself now. #selfie https://witches.town/media/myBdS1CI4kfxl039nFE

ast day of tights week. It's cherry blossom season and I love this skirt! #ootd I had a date so I put on makeup on the bus home. Saw Your Name with a cutie and it was so good!
https://www.instagram.com/p/BS6SrvNFyim/ https://witches.town/media/INWIxAGcbEIntxMT__4

(missed posting day 4 so here it is) For day 4 of tights week, pink with this new top I forgot I had recently found. #ootd #nomakeup It's been a while since I wore heels all day long - 9am to 9pm and I had a lot of running around to do too! This is how I look most Thursdays, headphones to focus on working.
https://www.instagram.com/p/BS3i420FVeN/ https://witches.town/media/uCO0WfncBcCalpC7k6Y

Just saw #yourname last night and that movie brings enough feels to the classroom to share with everyone. I might want to see it again.

There are themes throughout that I think would be good to notice on a second viewing. Also it's one of those where you can revel in the foreshadowing and themes of the whole thing when you watch it a second time.

2017 is looking up: New MST3K and a new Star Wars The Last Jedi Trailer on the same day.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm *completely reasonably* excited for this. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zB4I68XVPzQ

In "why didn't I think of that before" news: adding follows to all of my accounts on other instances.

yaaaaaaaaay witches.town is back! 🔮

me: I want to try dating a cis dude
cis dude: hey want to meet up
also me: I have all my time scheduled until May with my lesbian lovers

Tights week day 3 and I'm trying out some color! #ootd #nomakeup I'm also trying these identical drops for my new piercings, which I like a lot. This top rides up and required re-situating all day. https://www.instagram.com/p/BS1ktCClHuw/ https://witches.town/media/XVzuiMF_hzRynjsT6ik

Wow, "How Far I'll Go" as an allegory for feels just pre transition is pretty amazing. #nowplaying #girlslikeus https://play.google.com/music/m/Tlvn7z7uniyk4xhpmyo2i3ro4ky?t=How_Far_Ill_Go__-_Alessia_Cara

OMG I love the kitty on the rocket! This is looking more and more like it's aimed at me specifically lol. http://tabbycats.club/g4g7a7

#achievementunlocked Had to edit a mastodon post for length.

I need to prepare myself for when the firehose federated feed isn't followable anymore. That time is coming pretty soon I think.

I watched something like a 2 minute trailer for Atomic Blonde and I'm like, really excited about this movie.