Marie 🔮💖 @jamuraa@witches.town
<p>Code Sourceress at a huge company 💖 Giant woman (🎶 a giant woman 🎶) 💖 SF 💖 Runner 💖 Apparently Adorable 💖 Theo is my 🐧 familiar 💖 Learning tarot 💖</p>
My witches.town social sometimes gets things in batches after I get to work from tweeting on the go. I need to find myself a good mobile client I can point at a Mastodon instance.
Gosh "The Dope Show" came up and now I'm remembering what a number that album cover and video did on me. Like wow. #nowplaying https://youtu.be/5R682M3ZEyk
Started radio on "Personal Jesus" by Marilyn Manson and it went directly into "Smells Like Teen Spirit" so things are looking good for today. #nowplaying
Tights week day two, with pink and black. Leggings post-workout. #ootd #nomakeup It's interesting to me how similar these outfits are but they have very different feels. The second feels more casual cute and less sexy than the first.
https://www.instagram.com/p/BSyaTzXlhHY/
https://witches.town/media/FHPwKEIzz92n44qFhY4
Google saw that 'draw the rest of the damn Owl' comic and then went and implemented it.
https://twitter.com/Google/status/851849251013439488
Decided this week is going to be a tights week. #ootd #nomakeup Felt pretty great in this all day long. Comfortable and stylish. https://www.instagram.com/p/BSv0mnKFadA/
https://witches.town/media/7a5h2VK_Lhd85YA1b2w
Got a whole day's worth of work done today. It felt a lot like the job was working against my determination. Being myself helped me today.
Today I got up and got dressed in an outfit I wanted to wear after seeing someone Saturday. I knew I could do it today.
When I started getting resistance to my plan for the day, I was calm and happy because I knew I had worth and could accomplish things I wanted.
Days like today are tangible. It would have been lost days before transition.
Feeling like bouncing today, and Bruno Mars is definitely my guilty fave for that. https://play.google.com/music/m/Bhz6ypcckwn6irnmjejskqbulym?t=24K_Magic_-_Bruno_Mars #nowplaying #thatswhatilike
Personal fashion nitpicking: when I don't have the denier of tights that I need for me to have the perfect outfit.
I just need to invest in a set of hose / tights that fit me well in a range of deniers I think. I feel like having the right ones is a superpower.
Taxes Filed. It wasn't even that difficult even though we had two businesses and a lot of weird things. Every year I worry about it.
Go to see Hamilton yesterday so I went #nomakeup anticipating so many tears. #ootd I wasn't wrong. Had a great day out with @drajchel, brunch before and steak after.
https://www.instagram.com/p/BSr5z_HFRAD/
https://witches.town/media/pHfUhited4D4PT5tcbU
Don't get me wrong I'm still not okay with my body, but i'm way farther along that path and there's not like a huge invisible wall there now.
It seems unfathomable even two years ago when I started that I would ever feel like I could have the body I wanted.
Even at 37, which might be too late, I feel like I own this and can use my body (diet & exercise) to get where I want to be.
These 7 years in summary:
2010 -> 2014: "Try diet and exercise to be okay w/my body"
2014 -> 2017: "That didn't work because I'm a girl"
Putting this out there, I think I mostly win. This exercise helped me tonight. https://witches.town/media/L5vGHE9qj6IbFIiY14o https://witches.town/media/TnmiUCVTiGY814YqtN4 https://witches.town/media/mvsLw4sxa_z-a9k9Kqg https://witches.town/media/Jf5e0DoQEVBAFyyS4IA
tfw you are trying to shut down your remote machine and accidentally power down your laptop
This afternoon's soundtrack: American Idiot (the broadway show) https://play.google.com/music/m/Bqlt46c6x57unh5xxmdptzditsu?t=The_Original_Broadway_Cast_Recording_American_Idiot_Featuring_Green_Day_-_Green_Day #nowplaying #jesusofsuburbia
Black Milk is going to destroy my wallet pretty soon now. I'm justifying it as part of my birthday present.
Okay now it's time to stop jinxing and get some actual work done today.
I made it to the witches.town 💖💖💖