I'm unpacking a lot of this stuff now but there is a lot that's bouncing around in my head about the expectation of fertility and how the times when I feel most horrible are when I think about how I'm never made to live to that expectation.

It feels like it's a big signal for me, and a really large part of something that feels missing for me. I get really upset when hearing about other trans women being mistaken for cis via "when's your period" or "are you *sure* you're not pregnant?" type of questions.