@ikea_femme I'm one of the lucky few - I don't believe I will have a problem getting FFS if I really believe that I need it.

I do think I look cute and feminine most of the time - it's about a flip of the coin whether I'll hate my face on a particular day. As for recovery - yea, that's one I'm worried about because I hear that it could be more tricky than bottom surgery even. I recovered quick from that.

Partially I have intense distrust of people who have reason to not hurt me. I'm lucky enough that I don't get a lot of hate, and don't need it socially sometimes, but I have that bug "what if" in my head now.