✨Spirit Halloween⚧Femme✨ @ikea_femme@witches.town

It really makes me happy to see there are famous women with defined browlines. Like, I don't think I'll ever have the skull of a cis woman without surgery, but I don't believe I need surgery to think I'm attractive.

The problem is me wondering if I'd like what I see in the mirror more with surgery. But having just watched Alien, I think I'm okay :3

A cis gal on a facebook group's selfie thread said I look like Sigourney Weaver, and I'm going to waste all my mental energy trying to believe her now and forever.

Not sure whether to anxiously read the news or play Stardew Valley until this all blows over.

holds flashlight under chin: Dr. Computerman, next semester I'll have even more estrogen in me and probably work on having a deeper voice, just out of spite!

Debating just telling the professors at my finals one way or another I'm graduating, and if they fail my gay ass, I'll be back to haunt them in the fall. And hopefully then do better because I'll be less worried about early transition shit.

This week in gifts from well meaning cis friends... Might put them on my backpack https://witches.town/media/bOXLGSjjTaq49ma_vsA

No matter how it goes, I need to get electro, too. I have so many blonde hairs that survived :-(

I should go to bed for my laser sesh tomorrow. How do you witches tolerate pain? Just take a bunch of ibuprofin and grit your teeth? I'm trying Aspercreme lidocaine gel. Hopefully, it'll help.

Huh, I didn't realize I could switch witches.town back to English and now I feel kinda like I'm letting down all of France.

Argh AMC put us in a stupid expensive stupid loud theater and my ears are ringing.

I mean, one think they tell you early on is that cishets never think about gender in the first place, but I guess I saw it in practice.

I'm good friends with the guy otherwise, but it's weird feeling a new dynamic after being his bro-y roommate in college.

Plus, I joked about how I'm watching anime to have something to talk about with other queer people, since the only other show they talk about at the LGBTQ center is RuPaul. And he was all, "But you do drag." And I had to go into that whole, "No, drag and crossdressing are about dressing like a woman, while being trans is about being who you are" spiel. And then pull a bunch of RuPaul receipts and explain why drag and crossdressers make me dysphoric.

Kinda tedious.

It's weird talking to my cis straight friend about queer issues. He's a lawyer fresh out of law school and decides to run his professors' opinions on trans rights by me. Like, he pointed out his professor said trans rights has a problem in that anybody can call themselves trans at any moment without proof, and while that is mostly true, the alternative is shittier.

And he pointed out a crossdresser's been sending him sexually agressive messages on OKCupid, and I think he wanted me to explain that guy's mindset when I'm all, just block him and move on?

I really like Prunus Girl so far, even though I know reading that #manga means encountering people who think the lesser t-slur is hilarious when I read fan reviews.

I think I ran into another #trans woman cashiering at a certain huge Manhatten bookstore today. Her knowing smile when she saw me and heard my crap voice honestly made me feel so hopeful for myself. She looked so pretty. I hope I can be that comfortable and confident someday.