✨Spirit Halloween⚧Femme✨ @ikea_femme@witches.town

@TipsyTentacle Yeah, she had straight sex at least twice, it's fucked up.

Also, I guess I officially told a living, breathing person for the first time I want vaginoplasty if I can make it happen.

Holy shit. It's getting realer.

She's doing her best, but hoo boy is it hard to tell any cis about dysphoria.

"So you want a vagina because you want to have sex with men?"

"No, my genitals don't have a lot to do with who I'll sleep with, I'm bi. Do you know how if you close your eyes, you're still aware of your body parts and where your body is in space?"

"Yes, but if you don't want to have sex with men will it work?"

Imagine how weird it is to talk to your mom about vaginoplasty.

It's weirder.

@Eve Also, HRT is weird in that when you stop worrying about if it's working or if it will work, that's when it goes nuts.

@alyx ham radio operator (2m band)

@raccoon Stop taking them out of the peel. Lifehack.

Not sure but think I might be having a growth spurt based on sensations. https://witches.town/media/aBvsd1b2T77Z8nuMxnI

@Morgane Thanks for your input. We're in really different situations (I started HRT nine months ago, went full-time ~6 months ago). I was able to get to an informed consent clinic shortly after I recognized my dysphoria. I imagine you're probably more familiar with the feelings than I am, since I more recently accepted them for what they are and learned what to name them.

I hope you keep getting good results on HRT. I've found it all so validating. I feel like I'm easier on myself below the neck, but with the right hair and glasses, I do like my face.

the sun is transphobic https://witches.town/media/w_vY5VXnJ4roNNiCFIU

Trans women who started transition a while ago, do you feel like dysphoria's distorting of your body image faded after a while? I honestly don't think I'm an unattractive person, but dysphoria is really good at convincing me there's rather manly looking parts of me when I look in the mirror. Parts I cannot find in photos or on days where my dysphoria isn't so bad. Honestly, the way it reminds me of how tenuous our perceptions are is more upsetting than the blow to my vanity.

@sydneyfalk @chr @bea there's a furry au and when your twin in that universe draws you on skin affinity, you come across your fursona in this plane on accident. It's fucked up.

@sydneyfalk @chr @bea

@bea @chr I leave a trail of genderfluid behind me IRL, too

@chr @bea cannot believe the toast created my fursona before I even knew i had one

@bea @chr source: http://the-toast.net/2014/05/21/best-feminist-dating-trans-woman/

@chr @bea https://witches.town/media/y9bo7DYPEqC6fndB_Fo

@gzt this is also why they need to teach git or other version control early in comp sci.