Somehow the fact that Mastodon DOESN'T FUCKING SCROLL WITH VIMKEYS always makes me angry enough to forget the existential dread of things I can change in my life, but that I'm scared to change.

Like that my mom's said she doesn't know that she'd still consider me myself if I got a female passing voice. Sometimes I wish I could just be told it's impossible to fix my voice, so I don't have that hope/fear/anger at my mom.

Other times I'm all jjjjjjjjjklkjkkkjkkkkk WHAT THE FUCK MASTODON? I THOUGHT YOU WERE A NERD NETWORK.