It's great that I graduated college, but I'm anxious about what's next. Like, I'm 28, and have a bachelor's degree, and people are saying nice things. But I see so many much more successful people. I feel like being trans exposes me to peers who are struggling like I was when my depression was at its worst, and really successful people who can afford to live their best lives. And I feel like I'm in between and probably uncomfortable for both groups.