@Filene good points. I don't think I can think of anything that's abuse in my history, but I know victims tend to minimize abuse. I'm still just drawing a blank.
And I think I just worry about transition regret more as I'm starting to think about GCS and being trans in the workforce. I don't regret my transition one bit today, and I'd be glad for all the experiences even if I did detransition. Honestly, today, last night's anxieties barely make sense. Moods are strange.