Like, if I got GCS, I'd like not having to tuck, and MAYBE I'd enjoy sex more, and I'd not need spiro. But I don't get genital dysphoria as much as I did during puberty.

I'm more bugged by beard shadow (laser is fixing it fast) and my lantern jaw and brow (but the cis women in my family have those pretty pronounced, too).

I hate how my friends say if I can't afford it, I shouldn't worry about it. I can't just live life hoping I magically get tens of thousands of dollars for FFS and GCS, if I decide I want them, I want to get the benefits as soon as money allows and save accordingly. Otherwise, I'll just buy avocado toast.