Like, for me, I feel the same kind of longing thinking about people I follow online getting GCS that I felt as an egg looking at Christine Love.
I keep thinking, "Oh, did we really evolve to have surgeons rework our genitals?" and stuff, which I guess is your Lapsed Bible Study Teen Applying Old Fallacies to New Problems situation.
I feel womanhood, I see a woman from the waist up in the mirror, and I'm not happy having genitals I hide and used to think of ripping off.
Why am I making this so hard for myself?