First day back on the market. And first day back at my mom's house. My trial separation is underway, and my relationship to my fiancee already feels totally different now that I'm not next to her. I fear there's a breakup in my future, but I never want to hurt her, even if our relationship is completely unsustainable unless she learns to be independent. I'm worried that will take more time than a few weeks separated.

I've never been the one breaking up in the past. And it sucks I still love her, but that love isn't enough to make it work.