The lawnmower guys are here early, so I can't sleep. Worse, I don't have class, so all I have to think about is dumb life stuff, like, "Should I break up with my fiancee who I love but is clearly a different person than when I met her?" Or "will I ever truly be comfortable with myself or will I always be thinking 'what if I could afford surgeries?'"

At least finals gave me something urgent with clear solutions to worry about.