* i hope i get to the pool on time
* i hope the towel rental girl doesn't make fun of my beardy ID pic
* i hope those two gals in the locker room don't see me as a male intruder using medicine to destroy radical feminism when im really just a gal who wants to swim and not get her boobs made fun of by the bros in the men's locker
* i hope those gals next to me in the pool lane next to me don't think my form is comically bad
* i hope those gals in the lane next to me don't think im too fat for a bralette bikini
* repeat locker anxiety
* repeat towel id anxiety for return

I need to work on this.