* i hope i get to the pool on time
* i hope the towel rental girl doesn't make fun of my beardy ID pic
* i hope those two gals in the locker room don't see me as a male intruder using medicine to destroy radical feminism when im really just a gal who wants to swim and not get her boobs made fun of by the bros in the men's locker
* i hope those gals next to me in the pool lane next to me don't think my form is comically bad
* i hope those gals in the lane next to me don't think im too fat for a bralette bikini
* repeat locker anxiety
* repeat towel id anxiety for return
I need to work on this.
anxiety by bullet point: the pool: plus dysphoria Afficher plus
add to this worrying about my tuck over and over, which now has me thinking about bottom surgery and saving up. If you asked me two months ago, I'd say I'd only ever consider an orchi...