@jamuraa Best of luck. Somebody on a trans form said their surgeon said 90% of people who want FFS don't really need it. I still can't tell if I'm comfortable with my face, even if I look cute in some photos with the right hair and glasses and smile. Just knowing I'm hiding stuff and seeing it in the mirror when I wake up bothers me sometimes. And I have no idea if I could endure the recovery period. And at the core of it, I feel I can't trust anyone or myself on this, as I fixate and other people change their answers for my feelings. If they want to hurt me, I'm manly, if they want me to be happy, they say I'm feminine. ugh.
surgery, ffs Afficher plus
@jamuraa Like, I've had more angst over this than GRS. Which is funny since castration thoughts were my first inkling something was up genderwise. With bottom surgery, I'm more practical in terms of "could I learn to enjoy sex with another organ?" or "do I really hate tucking that much?"
Sorry for the word vomit. I have so much shit on my mind with finals.